For some reason I've been feeling the desire to write and post lately, but of course that means I need a topic. Often I'll think of things while I'm driving, and then by the time I get home, it's gone. Today while sitting at church next to a friend I found a topic to write about (and I remembered it long enough to actually make a post about it).
I have a notebook that I use to take notes of the talks at church. As I was sitting next to my friend in Stake Conference today (and a different friend last night), I wondered what she thought. Did she think I was a bit of a fanatic? But there's a reason I take notes. My brain is a sieve.
It all started a few years ago. I realized that I would go to special church events like Know Your Religion (which program is no longer in existence) and Ed Week at BYU. I would pay money (nominal fee that it is, it's still costing me something) and then take notes because I wanted to learn. I had paid for that knowledge to come my way.
At regular church meetings I would listen and feel good about the meeting, but shortly after if you had asked me about the talks, I wouldn't be able to tell you the topics. I just knew that listening helped me-- let me feel the spirit, uplifted me. But was I actually soaking in any info? any doctrine?
Then I wondered if I should take notes at regular Sunday meetings, too. Didn't I think that worthy things were said in sacrament meeting, just as at Ed Week? I decided that there were plenty of wonderful things that the members shared, even if they weren't experts or professionals. I started taking notes.
Now, I rarely go back and study these notes. That's the next step in my journey. But for now, I know that if for no other benefits, taking notes helps me to focus and pay attention to what is being said. Also, the act of writing helps me to remember.
Once I had someone come to me and ask me for a copy of my notes from a few Sundays previous for a friend of hers that hadn't been able to attend. I thought it was nice that I could help her in that manner.
tangent:
I wish I could take notes during temple sessions! As it is, in order to help me pay attention during the sessions I either keep repeating everything that is said, I pretend to type it out on the keyboard in my head, or I spell it out in the sign language alphabet--though I am really slow at that so I usually just aim to form just the first letter of each word.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Sunday, February 17, 2013
unimportant book reports
I'm feeling like Andy Rooney right now.
Do you know what bugs me about certain books? When they give a skewed image and lead me astray.
I've been reading a lot of the Lacy Steele mysteries on my kindle the last few days because I have a cold and so was in bed recuperating. On the whole, I liked what I was reading (not a single bad word or taking the Lord's name in vain), but one thing really got my goat.
The author, Vanessa Gray Bartal, MANY times mentioned that the main character, Lacy, was curvaceous. Her sister and her mom kept giving her a hard time about the treats she ate. It kept mentioning her curves and it gave the impression, to me anyway, that Lacy--though not huge--was certainly not skinny and that she was a bit heavier than "average." Lacy tells herself that men don't like sticks.
Then in book 3 we find out that Lacy is a STINKIN SIZE 6! That's not even average. That's below average, right?
Maybe I took my previous experiences and read more into the words chosen to describe Lacy, but really--a size 6 should not be looked at as being next to overweight. I was picturing a size 10 or 12. Pathetic.
Something else I noticed while I was reading--the basic framework reminds me of Twilight.
There's a love triangle with Bella/Lacy, Edward/Jason, and Jacob/Tosh. (btw, Jason is a police officer and Tosh is a pastor)
Bella/Lacy moves back to a small town she used to live in even though she doesn't really want to be there and lives with a family member (father/grandmother).
Bella/Lacy has coordination problems and is always tripping and having accidents even when the floor seems level.
Bella/Lacy is named for her grandmother.
Edward/Jason is devastatingly good looking with nice muscles and is athletic. And the books keep mentioning over and over how good looking he is.
Jacob/Tosh is sort of rule benders and encourages Bella/Lacy to do things that Edward/Jason wouldn't think of as being safe.
Edward/Jason and Jacob/Tosh can barely say a civil word to each other.
At one point Bella/Lacy declare that she is Switzerland and is neutral territory.
At another point Bella/Lacy put her face up to the rain while Edward/Jason looks on.
When Edward/Jason thinks Bella/Lacy is in shock, he insists she drinks a soda.
Bella/Lacy tells Edward/Jason that men are cranky when they are hungry.
(spoiler) To resolve the love triangle so everyone is happy, Jacob winds up with Bella's daughter and Tosh winds up with Lacy's sister, so Jacob/Tosh becomes part of the family. Both situations are really hard to accept.
OK, since I'm writing about books, I will mention this. There are many things about Twilight I didn't like. Often fun is poked at the Twilight series, and I agree with many of the comments, though I feel sometimes the vitriol is a bit much and over done. They often make Bella a weak sounding character because she's barely functioning for a few months after Edward leaves. But she's not weak. She takes care of her semi-worthless parents and is willing to fight vampires and is willing to die to protect Edward.
There are two things that greatly bugged me about Twilight that I've never seen anyone else complain about and they are:
1-I hate the way the book makes it look like suicide is what you do when the one you love dies. Edward says he had to contemplate finding a way to kill his immortal self when he thought that Bella might be dead when James took her because he couldn't imagine living in a world where she didn't exist. Then later he does try to get himself killed when he thinks Bella is dead. I suppose it was supposed to show how much he loved her, that he couldn't go on without her, but I think it's awful to put that into the heads of the young adult audience the books were written for.
2-I hate the way the adults are portrayed. Most are not "normal" and are shown to be idiots or incompetents--starting with Bella's father and mother and especially the school teachers. I think Jacob's father Billy is the only adult portrayed as being responsible and capable. Edward teaches Bella how to lie to adults so that they believe you. The two talk in the back of the classroom and don't pay attention and when the teacher calls them on it, Edward can whip out notes or quote things making the teacher look like a fool for trying to have the students pay attention. It's like the adults are not worthy of respect.
Also, I wonder how many pregnancies this book led to as girls thought it was OK to sleep next to a guy night after night. Edward had control...even if Bella didn't. But how many teenagers in that situation would have control?
You know what I really liked about Twilight? The way they truly cared for one another. They gave the other the benefit of the doubt. They allowed the other to be who they were and didn't try to change them. They understood why the other was behaving how they were. They were willing to sacrifice for each other. They really wanted what was best for the other and weren't selfish. Yet, they didn't lose themselves. That's what drew me into their story--their compassion and understanding and their "allowing" when they didn't understand. I don't know how to explain it.
So the first book was good except for the adults are idiots theme. The second book, because of the death wish, was a bit off. The third book was iffy because of the she wanted to have sex thing and didn't believe in marriage, though Edward had the right idea. The fourth book had some really freaky parts--Edward was willing to share her with Jacob so she could have kids??? Like the suicide, I guess it was just to show how much he loved Bella, but yuck. Teens and pre-teens all over are reading this?
Do you know what bugs me about certain books? When they give a skewed image and lead me astray.
I've been reading a lot of the Lacy Steele mysteries on my kindle the last few days because I have a cold and so was in bed recuperating. On the whole, I liked what I was reading (not a single bad word or taking the Lord's name in vain), but one thing really got my goat.
The author, Vanessa Gray Bartal, MANY times mentioned that the main character, Lacy, was curvaceous. Her sister and her mom kept giving her a hard time about the treats she ate. It kept mentioning her curves and it gave the impression, to me anyway, that Lacy--though not huge--was certainly not skinny and that she was a bit heavier than "average." Lacy tells herself that men don't like sticks.
Then in book 3 we find out that Lacy is a STINKIN SIZE 6! That's not even average. That's below average, right?
Maybe I took my previous experiences and read more into the words chosen to describe Lacy, but really--a size 6 should not be looked at as being next to overweight. I was picturing a size 10 or 12. Pathetic.
Something else I noticed while I was reading--the basic framework reminds me of Twilight.
There's a love triangle with Bella/Lacy, Edward/Jason, and Jacob/Tosh. (btw, Jason is a police officer and Tosh is a pastor)
Bella/Lacy moves back to a small town she used to live in even though she doesn't really want to be there and lives with a family member (father/grandmother).
Bella/Lacy has coordination problems and is always tripping and having accidents even when the floor seems level.
Bella/Lacy is named for her grandmother.
Edward/Jason is devastatingly good looking with nice muscles and is athletic. And the books keep mentioning over and over how good looking he is.
Jacob/Tosh is sort of rule benders and encourages Bella/Lacy to do things that Edward/Jason wouldn't think of as being safe.
Edward/Jason and Jacob/Tosh can barely say a civil word to each other.
At one point Bella/Lacy declare that she is Switzerland and is neutral territory.
At another point Bella/Lacy put her face up to the rain while Edward/Jason looks on.
When Edward/Jason thinks Bella/Lacy is in shock, he insists she drinks a soda.
Bella/Lacy tells Edward/Jason that men are cranky when they are hungry.
(spoiler) To resolve the love triangle so everyone is happy, Jacob winds up with Bella's daughter and Tosh winds up with Lacy's sister, so Jacob/Tosh becomes part of the family. Both situations are really hard to accept.
OK, since I'm writing about books, I will mention this. There are many things about Twilight I didn't like. Often fun is poked at the Twilight series, and I agree with many of the comments, though I feel sometimes the vitriol is a bit much and over done. They often make Bella a weak sounding character because she's barely functioning for a few months after Edward leaves. But she's not weak. She takes care of her semi-worthless parents and is willing to fight vampires and is willing to die to protect Edward.
There are two things that greatly bugged me about Twilight that I've never seen anyone else complain about and they are:
1-I hate the way the book makes it look like suicide is what you do when the one you love dies. Edward says he had to contemplate finding a way to kill his immortal self when he thought that Bella might be dead when James took her because he couldn't imagine living in a world where she didn't exist. Then later he does try to get himself killed when he thinks Bella is dead. I suppose it was supposed to show how much he loved her, that he couldn't go on without her, but I think it's awful to put that into the heads of the young adult audience the books were written for.
2-I hate the way the adults are portrayed. Most are not "normal" and are shown to be idiots or incompetents--starting with Bella's father and mother and especially the school teachers. I think Jacob's father Billy is the only adult portrayed as being responsible and capable. Edward teaches Bella how to lie to adults so that they believe you. The two talk in the back of the classroom and don't pay attention and when the teacher calls them on it, Edward can whip out notes or quote things making the teacher look like a fool for trying to have the students pay attention. It's like the adults are not worthy of respect.
Also, I wonder how many pregnancies this book led to as girls thought it was OK to sleep next to a guy night after night. Edward had control...even if Bella didn't. But how many teenagers in that situation would have control?
You know what I really liked about Twilight? The way they truly cared for one another. They gave the other the benefit of the doubt. They allowed the other to be who they were and didn't try to change them. They understood why the other was behaving how they were. They were willing to sacrifice for each other. They really wanted what was best for the other and weren't selfish. Yet, they didn't lose themselves. That's what drew me into their story--their compassion and understanding and their "allowing" when they didn't understand. I don't know how to explain it.
So the first book was good except for the adults are idiots theme. The second book, because of the death wish, was a bit off. The third book was iffy because of the she wanted to have sex thing and didn't believe in marriage, though Edward had the right idea. The fourth book had some really freaky parts--Edward was willing to share her with Jacob so she could have kids??? Like the suicide, I guess it was just to show how much he loved Bella, but yuck. Teens and pre-teens all over are reading this?
Thursday, January 31, 2013
my one New Year's goal
As I started thinking about revising my goals for the new year, at first I looked at categories for my goals as things that I was fed up with (e.g. a messy house) and new things I wanted to do (practice the organ). I found goals from previous years and I could see that I was choosing pretty much the same goals year after year. I was making progress in some areas, but it seemed a bit silly to not have really accomplished these things after so many years of trying (why am I not still consistent in my scripture study, for example?).
In the end, I decided to take a different approach to my New Year's goals by just starting off by setting one. By setting too many, it was watering down the results, I think. I decided to just choose what I thought was most important--the thing that was bothering me the most, which was my dismal visiting teaching record.
I know how important visiting teaching is. I consider it one of the best ways to follow Christ, taking care of others. Yet, even though I have such a strong testimony of it, I was allowing myself to put it on the back burner. I would give minimal effort, but that only gave me minimal results. Sometimes it seems so hard to arrange, that I didn't really try.
So, with my intent to eventually add in other goals about service, I decided that for January, I would just deal with visiting teaching.
I managed to make contact with all my sisters and have a real visit with my partner with one of our sisters and have brief visits alone with the other 3--meeting one for the first time, even--while my son was having his piano lesson from my vting partner. So, I'm feeling pretty good, but not totally so.
In February I hope to have real visits with all.
I wish I could say that I'm still working on cleaning my house, but I'm not really as the genealogy bug has hit again and the house is sliding--but I don't feel 100% guilty over that. I feel more guilt over the fact that I need to get my kids to do more around the house...
last year's goals that I posted (red means I didn't go it, blue means I did, and purple means inconsistent efforts):
Self:
Spanish--almost daily take time to read novels, listen to internet lessons, watch movies, or study vocab
piano--have one hymn or song at all times to practice daily
exercise--move in some form at least 5-6 days/week for 30 minutes
diet--whole grains, fruits, and veggies; watch sugar intake
Home and family:
continue to organize and fix up/replace/repair
garden [I started the seeds, but Glen and Alex did everything else]
clean up yard
work on getting kids ready to live on their own
be more supportive of Glen
stop criticizing
regular FHE and family scripture study
Financial:
sub 2-3 times/week
figure out how much to put in IRAs and savings monthly
Spiritual:
VT--real contact with each sister each month
temple--continue to find names and go at least 3 times/month when kids are in school
scriptures--read daily and memorize scriptures with the senior Primary children
serve more
In the end, I decided to take a different approach to my New Year's goals by just starting off by setting one. By setting too many, it was watering down the results, I think. I decided to just choose what I thought was most important--the thing that was bothering me the most, which was my dismal visiting teaching record.
I know how important visiting teaching is. I consider it one of the best ways to follow Christ, taking care of others. Yet, even though I have such a strong testimony of it, I was allowing myself to put it on the back burner. I would give minimal effort, but that only gave me minimal results. Sometimes it seems so hard to arrange, that I didn't really try.
So, with my intent to eventually add in other goals about service, I decided that for January, I would just deal with visiting teaching.
I managed to make contact with all my sisters and have a real visit with my partner with one of our sisters and have brief visits alone with the other 3--meeting one for the first time, even--while my son was having his piano lesson from my vting partner. So, I'm feeling pretty good, but not totally so.
In February I hope to have real visits with all.
I wish I could say that I'm still working on cleaning my house, but I'm not really as the genealogy bug has hit again and the house is sliding--but I don't feel 100% guilty over that. I feel more guilt over the fact that I need to get my kids to do more around the house...
last year's goals that I posted (red means I didn't go it, blue means I did, and purple means inconsistent efforts):
Self:
Spanish--almost daily take time to read novels, listen to internet lessons, watch movies, or study vocab
piano--have one hymn or song at all times to practice daily
exercise--move in some form at least 5-6 days/week for 30 minutes
diet--whole grains, fruits, and veggies; watch sugar intake
Home and family:
continue to organize and fix up/replace/repair
garden [I started the seeds, but Glen and Alex did everything else]
clean up yard
work on getting kids ready to live on their own
be more supportive of Glen
stop criticizing
regular FHE and family scripture study
Financial:
sub 2-3 times/week
figure out how much to put in IRAs and savings monthly
Spiritual:
VT--real contact with each sister each month
temple--continue to find names and go at least 3 times/month when kids are in school
scriptures--read daily and memorize scriptures with the senior Primary children
serve more
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